sometimes I think the only place I can make a song is when Iโ€™m at the grocery store, listening to the sound of people while waiting in the checkout line.

I keep an eye and ear open for what people cast off: half-sentences. corner store English. if the timingโ€™s right, Iโ€™ll catch a major blowout between a girlfriend and boyfriend over something way small but way raw and emotional.

or Iโ€™ll listen in on a tableful of friends workshopping loveโ€™s particulars at the place where I work. I donโ€™t think of it as eavesdropping. it’s more like hearing confession. Iโ€™m this donut shop ecclesiastic listening to the human heart as it bares its brokenness.

and so I listen, and write and hear melody. and as I do I polish what Iโ€™ve found, and as I craft it into a song hopefully expose a genuine, consoling truth in the brokenness.

I look for things I donโ€™t ordinarily notice or personally experience. often thatโ€™s the only way to encounter the truth. because a lot of what I write and sing about isnโ€™t personal stuff. Iโ€™m talking about myself only a part of the time.

the places where I notice people, and whatโ€™s happening to them, and what they’re saying, most of it may not appear to be anything special, at first. but thereโ€™s nothing romantic anywhere unless your heart is like that.

23 responses to “confessions”

  1. “donut shop ecclesiastic” – a delightful phrased introduced! You’ve addressed a topic that I’ve been thinking about a lot lately – how rich and layered poetry is often an exchange and interaction with the world, outside of the writer’s head. Of course, that applies to song writing and other creative writing, as well, including creative nonfiction. Thank you, cookie, for sharing your creative self, in the many ways that you do!

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    1. ๐Ÿฉ itโ€™s hole-y ๐Ÿ™‚โฃ๏ธ

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      1. haha ๐Ÿ˜ I don’t eat donuts, but if I were in your neighborhood I would gladly make an exception! โฃ๏ธ

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      2. hereโ€™s my confession: I donโ€™t eat them either

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      3. We can not eat them together! ๐Ÿ˜

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  2. muses as such … much we learn as we create around them too…
    lovely share of yourself, Cookie ๐Ÿค๐Ÿ’ซ

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    1. ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿงšโ€โ™€๏ธ

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      1. been a while, Cookie …that you shared your words and music with us ๐Ÿ’ซ๐Ÿค

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      2. a lapse, Destiny. not so good right now. tomorrow I will post. x

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      3. will check in soon…hope all’s well…take care, Cookie ๐Ÿค๐Ÿ’ซ๐Ÿค—

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  3. Beautifully written yes our heart should be romantic to feel everything well shared. ๐Ÿ’

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    1. o, thank you, you’re really kind to say so

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  4. your inspiration is definitely worthy of the places you’re visiting, Cookie
    ๐Ÿ’•
    I like you get a lot of my inspiration from people i work with or see

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    1. what a sweet thing to say, thank you

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      1. You’re so very welcome๐Ÿ’“

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    1. o, youโ€™re so lovely to say soโ€ฆthank you

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  5. I love that you get a lot of inspiration from the grocery store or shops. You feel what others feel. Thats a gift!

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    1. there’s no other way I can write. I pick up what’s around and see it in a particular weirdo way, I guess.

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      1. Lol that’s awesome! ๐Ÿ˜‚ We all have our processes.

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      2. it takes all kinds of donuts I suppose

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